Who am I…

Who are you?

Kidding.

I guess if I ever have a following, not that I am purposely looking for one – I think a proper into of myself would deem to be somewhat useful.

More than anything this blog is for me to go back one day and see how much I have changed over the years.

I hope to regularly keep up with this and try to write weekly. Or at least update every now and then.

So who am I?

I am human.

I exist in this exciting world we are all trying to figure out.

I have good days.

I have bad days.

I am someone who thinks they are somewhat funny – but usually ends up not so much.

I think I am more witty than funny.

I can be snarky.

I believe in astrology. #scopriogang #ganggang

I’m very intuitive.

I believe in various types of people.

And have a lot of patience for people.

I am an ENTJ-A type.

“The Commander”

I can be bossy.

Assertive.

Strong willed and strong minded.

but I also take things personally and can get defensive.

I like philosophy, psychology and anything that makes your brain tick.

I like TedTalks.

Recently have been listening to a lot of Joe Rogan podcasts.

Music is everything for me.

I like to analyse things in great depths.

I love extremely human and transparent interactions.

I love to explore.

Nature.

Gardening.

Concerts and music festivals.

I like getting out of my comfort zone and pushing others to do the same.

I like slightly breaking small laws.

Skateboarding and graffiti.

Specifically climbing things I shouldn’t.

Tresspassing.

Or going to areas I shouldn’t.

Trespassing definitely is an addiction for a curious mind.

I want to climb some skyscrapers like those crazy parkour kids do.

I am not afraid of heights.

But not a fan of most roller coasters. Although there are some I tolerate.

I like driving fast cars and taking hard turns.

I like drifting too.

It’s really fun drifting in the snow.

But I prefer warm weather usually.

I want to get more into graffiti.

That being said, I love art….. I really, REALLY love art.

Street art, Prints, Pottery, Mechanics, a neat design for a car, motorcycle, anything, anything at all that requires creativity – I’m in.

If its beautiful and complex – I love it. Same goes for people.

Old art.

New art.

Architecture.

My brain moves at a million miles an hour most times.

I can’t sit still very well. At least my mind can’t.

I love expanding my vocabulary.

To look up words and implement them into everyday conversations.

I don’t know why.

I get a great deal of satisfaction from being around anything, or anyone intelligent.

I would love to pick Elon Musk’s Brain or Shepherd Fairey.

But I’m also very lucky to have such fascinating friends to easily pick their brains too.

I love great writing. Exerpts and theories.

I love to read and wish I did it more like when I was a kid.

Did I mention again, I love art???

I have such a great art collection.

I partake in the arts myself.

I recently started surfing.

I like to long board.

I would like to join a high speed downhill longboarding group.

Yes, with helmets, knee pads, sliding gloves… heavy duty… all that.

I would also like to get my own motorcycle someday. A cafe racer or bobber.

I would like to learn the art of slack lining.

In high school I wanted to be a tattoo artist and own a hookah bar.

I really like quality tattoos. I have a few and certainly want more. A sleeve and the opposite leg covered.

In elementary school I wanted to be a CIA or FBI secret agent and drive around in a Porsche.

Now I want to be a project manager in the music industry. Maybe work at a venue or be on tour. Work with booking venues or booking artists. Either flip side works for me. I just want to stay busy and love my job.

Going to a concert every night wouldn’t be too bad either.

I don’t know what car I would like now.

I like a lot of cars.

Jeep wranglers.

An old white Jeep Cherokee.

A white 70s F-150.

An old 911.

A 2016 Toyota 4 runner.

A 2016 GTR.

A nice M series.

A black 1967 Chevy Impala with red seats

A black 60s Camaro and a burgundy Mustang.

The 2016 Mustangs are nice too.

An old classy Cadillac with the gnarly tail lights.

Or a new Cadillac CTS-V Coupe?

An old land rover or range rover.

Needless to say I love cars too…. There’s a lot of cars I would want.

I’m a car head.

I know a thing or two about cars. And can fix a thing or two.

I am an only child.

I have a dog. (There are a lot of dogs I would want too…lol)

I’m kinda an introverted extrovert?

A night owl trying to be a morning person. (And with practice it’s kinda working out)

I am a walking oxymoron…

Or just enigmatically eclectic as one special individual once told me.

I fall in love easily. But I don’t know who I would want to be with forever.

Maybe I fall in love easily only because I yearn to be loved in return.

I love a good conversation.

A fun debate.

But I also enjoy the silence.

I like walking in nature.

I like looking at the stars.

I like to blast music and pretend it’s the soundtrack to my life in that given moment.

I don’t do too well with movies. The ADD again. It has to be a great movie.

I prefer older movies. My favorites are horror movies or classics.

I’m very organized. OCD and I keep a clean and tidy living space. I blame my mother for that…. but also thank her. Clutter is annoying.

My mother and I were best friends.

I like my jewelry.

Gems and rocks fascinate me.

I never liked Diamonds growing up until I worked at a fine jewelry store and learned their true beauty.

But now that I think about it…. maybe the diamonds are just accentuating the jewelry item itself?

I do like shapes and aesthetically pleasing things. So that would make sense.

I specifically like Victorian and Art Deco jewelry.

I like old 50s, 60s, 70s, and 80s posters and prints for movies and music festivals or concerts.

I like Moroccan tiles.

I am fascinated with India and big bazzars/markets.

I would love to go to Japan, Thailand, and India one day.

Honestly a lot of countries in Asia.

I am a major foodie.

The only thing I will not eat is canned meat/fish/anything that looks funky out of a can. And capers are kinda too salty for me.

Lastly I cannot do anchovies or any fish with a million bones. You can tell me it melts in your mouth and the bones dissolve but it weirds me out.

Otherwise I eat just about everything. Not a picky eater!

One day, I want to swim with a blue whale. Maybe while pregnant with my first child.

I love the ocean.

I want 2…..3…..4….. children. The number keeps growing.

And to think just a year ago I did not want any kids my entire life until the point my mother passed away.

Kinda Bi-curious. Certainly going through a gay phase right now. But will end up with a man most likely. Girls are sexy and beautiful but also crazy.

Going pixie cut in the summer. I think I have the balls to do it finally.

I love plants! They are also like children to me. I drove across the country with a few potted plants I have had over the years.

That being said, I have a green thumb. Just about anything will grow and live on my watch …..

I think I’m pretty nurturing.

Logical.

Not really your typical girl.

And yes I hate when I say that and then a funny look is thrown my way or eyes are rolled. I know my worth. It took years to get here and have a good relationship with myself.

I hate when people test me, underestimate me, categorize me, or talk down to me.

I also hate talking about age. Close friends know this is a thing for me.

I think age is irrelevant most times.

I like watching UFC or any MMA.

I recently got into Basketball.

Not a fan of football.

I grew up a swimmer.

I want to get into some serious hardcore yoga.

Recently started getting into calesthetics.

I can do 6 pull ups now and probably 7 chin ups.

I tend to over exaggerate with a lot of things just a pinch….sometimes.

So maybe …more like 5 pull ups and 6 chin ups. haha but at one point I could do ten!

I hate being WRONG.

So I can be kind vague sometimes. But also overly detailed sometimes.

I like people watching.

Analyzing.

….. and trying to figure them out.

…………………………I also can probably continue this at any given time.

And so I shall, when more comes to mind. Or maybe not.

I tend to change my mind a lot.